Official video for "Too Much"
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Directed + filmed by John L’Etoile and Sandy Peña
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Inspired by the poem Because of Us by Em Berry
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LYRICS
Is it too much to ask for a semblance of anything real and intact?
An ounce of humanity?
I’m losing my grip on things
Or Is it too much to ask?
Now there’s a feeling of restlessness
That I can’t shake from my chest
Counting my breath for a chance of relief

Born to be
A constant losing spree
The compassion fatigue that I see taking hold of me

Down and out
A rising sea of doubt all the chaos throughout
No life left to give like a drought

Now there’s this feeling of senselessness
The constant screams and the cries of protest
There’s gotta be something to end the stress
Now there’s a feeling of helplessness
And I swear that I’m doing my best
With the weight of the world I won’t pass this test

Slow down
Open your eyes and see
Nightmares become reality

Now there’s this feeling of recklessness
Drive head first through the wall I confess
How the fuck does one person deal with the grief?
Now there’s a feeling of preciousness
The sound of your laugh that I’ll miss
Counting my breath for a chance of relief

[Off my chest]

Too much to ask; what’s worth fighting for?
Is it worth the hurt? Is it worth it anymore?
Too much to ask - too much.