And I'm afraid that the worst things I've said weren't half as bad as the ones that I didn't. I was just too damn scared, and too damn sad to open my heart just like you had. I know it's been said, but I feel so dead. I only wish I had noticed it sooner, I only wish I had said this sooner. That I was never good for her, though she was always good for me. It wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be. It was never meant to be. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I've always got the best of me, hidden away and I could not say where I put it. I think that I'm becoming my insecurities, because they're all I see. When I look in the mirror, I don't see me. I don't see anything. I don't see anything, yeah I don't see me. I don't see anything. They've always got the best of me, yeah I don't see me. I don't see me. And I am sorry. I am sorry. I'm repeating.